random thoughts from the middle of my draggy monday...
i watched the series finale of "lost" last night. i enjoyed it, but i'm not completely satisfied. it seems like too much is still a gigantic ball of mystery...i woke up this morning with the side of my face hurting like someone beat me up while i was sleeping...oh! i've suddenly realized that, in an alternate reality, i was punched in the face...maybe i'll be able to make myself get busy and pick up the house after i post this pile...maybe i'll do the dishes...and the laundry...and vacuum and make beds and do everything that i should have done before i turned on my computer this morning...things that are constantly bouncing around in my brain right now: the word "one," the book of revelations, my purpose, the need for balance, my desire to be a better wife and mom, the battle of my spiritual nature against my physical nature, unexplained things throughout my lifetime and all of history, the perfect way everything seems to interlock with everything else on a huge, cosmic level and at the same time on an extremely personal, individual level.
i watched the series finale of "lost" last night. i enjoyed it, but i'm not completely satisfied. it seems like too much is still a gigantic ball of mystery...i woke up this morning with the side of my face hurting like someone beat me up while i was sleeping...oh! i've suddenly realized that, in an alternate reality, i was punched in the face...maybe i'll be able to make myself get busy and pick up the house after i post this pile...maybe i'll do the dishes...and the laundry...and vacuum and make beds and do everything that i should have done before i turned on my computer this morning...things that are constantly bouncing around in my brain right now: the word "one," the book of revelations, my purpose, the need for balance, my desire to be a better wife and mom, the battle of my spiritual nature against my physical nature, unexplained things throughout my lifetime and all of history, the perfect way everything seems to interlock with everything else on a huge, cosmic level and at the same time on an extremely personal, individual level.
