2. The other day, I made a post about some of my rethinking thoughts but hated it, abandoned it, and then deleted it altogether. So this is actually a repost of sorts or maybe a rethought.
3. I'm annoyed because we live in a world where everyone wants someone to listen and nobody wants to hear.
4. I'm also annoyed because it's very difficult to be unique. Even the desire to be unique is very non-unique. A paper rant on this subject can be found here.
5. I don't want to like vintage things.
6. Over the past month or so, I've been thinking about how fragmented a person can become. It's like pieces of the self can get frozen at certain places in life. I'm naming the process the Humpty Dumpty Syndrome.
7. What I want to know is, how does one go about putting the pieces back together again? I know it has to be God. He specializes in that sort of stuff. But how does it happen? If there's a chunk of me back in 2006, how does it get reconciled to the me of today?
8. Normal people probably don't have problems like that.
9. But then, no one's trying to be normal. Everybody wants to be unique.
10. Instances of contradiction are to be expected. Number 11 won't make much sense without connection to number four. My apologies; this is my brain and how it's been working as of late.
11. Please don't jump off a cliff.
